Thursday, 27 September 2012

SIMPLY ME

I've been praying to God for a while now about peace,joy, happiness and I just forgot about it.

I noticed recently that I don't worry about things anymore, I just let things be and its such an amazing feeling, liberation to be exact. I table it before God, do what I can do and forget the rest.

Though once in a while bouts of sadness or depression  just envelopes me, my occasional  moodiness and I'm so gloomy I don't talk to anyone for days, after a while I just say to myself "Aunty Yeni all this sadness where will it get you"? and gradually I step out if it( I won't lie e no easy sometimes)

I read an lovely piece this morning http://t.co/5UQz7Vkr and you should read it too.

God has been faithful, the fact that I wake up in the morning alone , some people think its alarm clock that wakes them up, you just put that alarm clock beside a dead person and let's see if by 5am the person would get up!!

God's awesomness CANNOT be fathomed, is it from the choices I have to make when I want to wear clothes or the shoes or bags or the fact that I'm picky about what I want to eat or the fact that I have people that I call my good friends or that my family is always there for me,like I can just randomly call my dad at 1am and say "dady how are you and he'll start tasing me" some people don't even have where to sleep. Baba God I'm grateful.

You know people have their theories on the way things should work, some from experience and others from what they've been told but I stand by one thing, yes you might listen to advise but filter and practice what works for you! Don't say because you want to make somebody happy you'll be doing what they want and neglect yourself, truth Is people put themselves as top priority and you'll end up hurting yourself so please DO YOU,HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD, JUST LIVE AND LET LIVE AND YOU'LL SEE A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE.

People will always be people,don't expect too much from anyone,if your doing something do it because you genuinely want to help or be able to assist not because you want something in return,be careful of what you say (walls have ears)

We need to have “the gift of goodbye” (Joel Osteen). Learn to let go of people gracefully especially those that hurt you when they leave. When some people leave you recognize it for what it really is: a blessing in disguise. And don’t panic. Usually when God brings you a replacement its usually much better than those who left.


I'm quite an emotional person(though I like to think I'm not) when things bother me they really do, I'm compelled to just be feeling sorry for every Sade, Bose or Noble sometimes without even giving a thought to myself but over the years I realized if you do good they"ll talk,if you do bad dem go still talk so I just end up doing me and anybody that doesn't like it can go and take banana or dance kukere.

Love is a beautiful thing trust me and when you see it, feel it you just know, like it just synchronises. I'm grateful for TM, his an amazing man#that is all

These are just random thoughts and I hope that it helps someone out there.
Have a great day
Xo

1 comment:

Tee said...

"We need to have “the gift of goodbye” (Joel Osteen). Learn to let go of people gracefully especially those that hurt you when they leave. When some people leave you recognize it for what it really is: a blessing in disguise. And don’t panic. Usually when God brings you a replacement its usually much better than those who left."

I really needed to hear this today, thanks for writing!